Become Who You Are

This is another capture from a live show. The video I am playing with is not an edit that I have to adjust to as a playback tape. Instead it is composed while playing the bass using a foot switch. So I can decide what I want to play to in what moment.
The sound is a bit rough (it’s live, you know) …

And the contens is that of all BeatMe stuff: persons in a situation that shows their limits, moments of deconstruction and construction of their persona.
Borrowed by Gilles Deleuze et al.

ah, and the bass line is, of course, from “Papa was a rolling stone” by the Tempations …

-257CiCiIt’s not a signal that shows that the ego is in danger. It is a signal that the subject is at the verge of emerging.aif
-119Beck_we are made of those cries or laughings and suggestions that make us but that we don’t know
-102[A8]It is the body in constant change, actualizing multiple forces, movements, times and virtualities, the body in becoming
-054[A1c]The Categories of life are precisey the attitudes of the body
-123Beck_To be is to be perceived

From Inner To Utter

So there is something inside of you, that is trying to find its way out … Something waiting for its moment to surface. It is never opportune. So it sits there, waiting, with all its determination. Causing unnecessary fear.
The good new is: you are not the only one. So better start sharing …

Modes of Existence

So you cannot sleep… And yes, it is an awful moment, going back and forth while trying to set the coordinates for your life. The good news is that this condition is a fine starting point for getting closer to what you want to be. Change your life.

67[A6a1]
“Modes of existence, confrontation of this modes and their relationton to an outside on which both the world and the ego depend.”

257CiCi
“It’s not a signal that shows that the ego is in danger. It is a signal that the subject is at the verge of emerging.aif”

You Hit Me

As a friend said lately: “la unica cosa que nos salva en estos momentos es la proactividad” … and as i still have some problems with this modern talking … I let Bruce do it for me. He is far better with that than I am … I mean: at least he is chinese having a good background on all this Konfuzius stuff …

-079[A10a1]The daily attitude is what puts the before and after into the body time into the body, the body as a revealer of the deadline

(this is not from Konfuzius, of course, but from Gilles Deleuze. but there may be a kind of connection…)

Distant voices from within

Yes, there is a crisis: and it is not only about the economy. Doing the right thing. But what? All this voices in your body, trying to find a way out: to be heard. Who are you? What do you want? Listen carefully. This is a chance. You are more than one. And yes: you have a choice …

-055[A1d1]To think is to learn what a non-thinking body is capable of.

ComeCloserTo_1

Fragmented images, blurred moments from a distant memory woven together in a worried premonition of what is going to happen.
Or has it already happened?

-079[A10a1]The daily attitude is what puts the before and after into the body time into the body, the body as a revealer of the deadline

 

What about you

This is a crucial moment … now … so better be sure to be clean … with your girlfriend … and your mother … able to face what is going on … so that everything is good … now!

 

-166Death_You might find the problem of ties to slip into an idea in order to resume your buisy life and evade this presentness before falling into it.aif

 

Come Up Girl

I had the flew during the last week; I used the time I had to rest for thinking some things over and making a new patch for processing the videos based on their sound. It is now the audio [buffer~] object that drives the images. This is great. You can do all sorts of time & pitch manipulations for the sound and still maintaining the relation for the timing of the images. Big fun I have with these …

This one is quite simple, to find out in what direction all of this is heading … But I am going to add the illuminating & beautiful words in the next versions … to not forget about the context about who you are and why is all that as it is …