One is constantly imaging being another, better version of oneself. Always reviewing the actual and the possible. All these voices, sounds and images in the head.
Who is the one standing in the way, blocking the view? Who doesn’t want to let go? Where does the real self end and where is the imagined you beginning? Oh. Not easy to say. Surfaces and territories and something underneath. Sometimes there is a little light shining through, but mostly utter darkness.
And then there is always the bigger idea. You have to believe.
So better be sharp. And have your hair cut from time to time.
“The unconsciouness always undermines your rational perceptions and rational choices.”